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Tuesday, 3 June 2025

2025 Toronto

Lake Ontario seen from the boardwalk
Lake Ontario seen from the boardwalk

16.5.25 Toronto

Back in Toronto, 35 years later.  Strange reading my record of that earlier visit, which is much richer and fuller than I remember – which, of course, is a good reason to write these notes.  Will be interesting to compare today’s city with those times.

Driving in from the airport with a Sikh driver – one of a huge number of Indian immigrants here – also striking on the Air Canada 777 we came in on yesterday. Alongside some impressive new apartment blocks to the west of the city, what struck me most was the parlous state of the transport infrastructure.  All the concrete piers of the elevated roadways crumbling and rusting.

Driving east towards here by the boardwalk, we pass through an industrial wasteland, this surprisingly extensive.  So close to Toronto centre, but sitting here idly – only possible in a huge place like Canada, where even thriving cities like Toronto have lots of empty areas.  In London, they’d be built on instantly.  The route followed the north side of Lake Ontario, and the contrast with our drive along the north bank of Issyk-Kul last summer was extreme.

A long walk along the boardwalk, the sun strong.  Which brought out people, even though it’s Friday morning here.  Lots of boardwalk activities: people running with varying degrees of plausibility; people walking fistfuls of dogs; groups practising Tai chi; dozens of volleyball games on the surprisingly sandy shore.  The latter being cleaned by tractors pulling sand-filtering machines.  To the west, two large chimneys loom, probably from a waste disposal plant or similar.  Further in the distance, emerging from the haze, the skyscrapers of Toronto, including the CN Tower.  Everything very quite and peaceful – Canada in a microcosm.  Lots of black squirrels here – reminding me of the one I saw in Georgia last year.  There are also grey squirrels: not sure why two colours have evolved like this.  

Outside in the garden, there are a pair of orioles.  Beautiful birds, but I am disappointed to learn that they are not the same family as the Eurasian oriole frequently mentioned in Tang poetry.  Will clearly have to go to China for them.  

17.5.25 Foxboro

After a tranquil morning yesterday, the afternoon proved somewhat more exciting.  We were driving out from Toronto to here, Foxboro, a tiny place by the side of a fairly large, fairly fast-flowing river.  On the way out, I noticed again how chunky some blocks of flats are here: not just tall and wide, but thick, producing an amazingly 3D effect.

Traffic insanely busy: I thought Canada was a huge country with a relatively small population, leading to a low density on the roads.  But it seems most of the population are here on this route. The traffic thinned out, and we were bowling along nicely when the car’s warning system suggested the engine was overheating and might decide to stop altogether.  And it did.  Leaving us on the side of the motorway, with hundreds of large vehicles zooming past.  Fortunately, we were driving in two cars, so when the second car turned up, most of us squeezed in while a breakdown vehicle was called, and a hire car organised.  A good opportunity for dealing with rare problems.

Eventually we arrived at our AirBnB accommodation near Foxboro.  It’s in a beautiful spot, right next to the river.  That, of course, has a big downside: several million famished mosquitoes.  These proceeded to eat us alive as we tried to enter the various codes to gain access to the property.  In the end, it turns out that the codes we were given were incorrect.   Maybe just a ploy to feed the local insect population.

The interior of the property a weird mix: tiny bedrooms, good kitchen, folksy sayings on the walls – “first I drink coffee, then I do things”, “what happens at the cottage, stays at the cottage”.  The water is extremely sulphurous: showering in it feels like a descent to the nether regions of hell…  Black squirrels leaping from tree to tree, various coloured birds (don’t ask me which), fish rising in the river.  And lots of mosquitoes.

There are six of us staying here, with the aim of attending a family wedding today.  All six of us are, er, of a certain age, and at a certain (end) stage of life.  Everyone very self-confident, organised, efficient, and quietly opinionated.  Quite an interesting dynamic, very different from typical random groups of people, particularly those with younger members.

Arriving in Canada on Thursday, tired, dehydrated, jet-lagged, I had one of those moments, asking myself: what am I doing here?  That feeling I was making a huge mistake.  But a decent night’s sleep expels all those thoughts, as ever.

Out to Belleville, the local metropolis, in search of bread.  To a bakery with the name “Small Scale Bread”, which turned out to be an exaggeration.  It actually had no bread at all, since everything was sold out.

Overly neat lawns
Overly neat lawns

On the way there, we passed hundreds of suspiciously neat houses – some colonial, with dinky columns, others improbably built of stone in weird forms.  Mostly bungalows.    But most striking was the grass: perfectly groomed lawns everywhere.  A disconcerting sight of neatness that hints at dark secrets.  An overall feel that we are driving through a Psycho landscape.

19.5.25 Toronto

On the street-car, travelling along Queen Street towards central Toronto.  Modern tram, whose efficiency is spoilt by the fact that it runs along the road, where it is held up by traffic.  Would be better to get rid of the parked cars, use the space for traffic, and create a free-flowing dedicated tram lane.

In the street-car, travelling along Queen Street
In the street-car, travelling along Queen Street

Queen Street much as I remember it: full of low buildings, mostly shops, cafés, churches, banks, and a few larger, more modern office buildings.  Lots of pet shops – no surprise given the demographics of this upmarket area.  A few parks.  An outlet called “Pizza Nova” – presumably run by the Dante family…  At right angles to Queen Street, long, long roads north.  For some reason, this straight street reminds me of Davit Aghmashenebeli Avenue in Tbilisi, even though the similarities are few.  Another Pizza Nova outlet – family doing well here…

One of the virtues of this street is the amazing mix of architectural styles, completely without organisation.  Passing over a bridge athwart a main road and railway.  Tall blocks of flats here, in contrast to the rest of Queen Street.  A few homeless people around, lending the place a New York air… Lots of people smoking.

The romanesque exuberance of the Old City Hall
The romanesque exuberance of the Old City Hall

At the end of a long and pleasant ride in, a walk past the canonical Toronto sign, spoilt by rather hideous walkways, then to the Old City Hall, splendid in its romanesque exuberance.  Now in Eaton Centre, drinking a “Kyoto latte” – actually indistinguishable from a non-Kyoto style latte.  Inside, the usual temple to consumerism, pleasant/depressing enough.

To the Art Gallery of Ontario (AGO), which I visited before, but recognise not at all the new front (by Frank Gehry, I later learn).  Mercifully quiet – it’s a bank holiday here, and we feared it might be busy…  In the Canadian galleries, lots of landscapes, plus native/Inuit art.  In the gallery dedicated to Lawren Harris – the leader of the Group of Seven .  Lots of thick paintwork, simplified mountain forms, bold colours. Nice.

Paintings by Haida chief Charles Edenshaw.  Very colourful pieces (small) by Tom Thomson (who “died in mysterious circumstances”…).  Group of Seven room – lots of woods, snowy scenes, mountains, few traces of humanity.  One striking lack here: no labels explaining who painted and what it shows.  Instead, each gallery has a “handheld” with info.  But not so convenient, especially when writing a travel notebook…

A Central Asian scene in Canada
A Central Asian scene in Canada

J E H Macdonald – more watery scenes – sea, lakes, rivers…. His series depicting a mountain lake reminds me of the seven lakes in Tajikistan.  Autumn foliage another major theme...glorious reds, deep oranges, vibrant yellows and rich browns, with a natural impasto.  In another room, two striking works by Franklin Carmichael: Cranberry lake – dead trees reaching for the sky like fingers – and Light and Shadow, a shimmering lake between rounded mountains.

These pix are all part of the Thomson Collection – 700 works he gave to AGO in 2002 – which is why I didn’t seen them when I was here before.  They are “presented without labels, as they would be in one’s home”.  A small gallery of works by John Kavik.  More interesting for me is the explanation in the wonderful Inuit script (Inuktitut syllabics): each letter used in three orientations – up, left-pointing and right-pointing.  

Beautiful and mysterious Inuktitut syllabics
Beautiful and mysterious Inuktitut syllabics

In the Henry Moore gallery.  Frustrating that they are not in the UK, but good to see them here well displayed.  Viewing them all together and close up, I am struck how much they exude an air of the 1950s and 1960s – a time of austerity but also optimism in the UK.  And the reclining figure, a form used again and again, inevitably reminds me of Mexico, where we saw the original Aztec version that inspired Moore…  Also striking how the surface of the sculptures looks like a drawing: lines and cross-hatchings.  Drawings made three-dimensional, a real feat of sculpture.

Henry Moore statues, not in the UK alas
Henry Moore statues, not in the UK alas

On the way to the (small) café, where I now sit, several galleries with trilingual explanations: English, French and Anishinaabemowin, a member of the Algonquian family, with many languages apparently.  Must check out later, looks rather interesting…

Now on the #501 street-car, heading back east.  Glorious sun, but air still fresh.  After the rather nugatory lunch, a quick waltz around the European galleries.  Not much, but some nice surprises.  And lots of unknown but decent Canadian painters.  An exhibition of Latin American photos from the AGO’s own collection – lots of gritty stuff: careworn women, broken men.  More indigenous art, more explanations in Algonquian.  Overall, the AGO is even better than I remember it, even though today I barely saw one floor, with much else to see.   Central to that is the Thomson collection of the Group of Seven: truly magnificent.  I could have spent all day just in that section, and rather wish I could.

Then out to Chinatown.  Good to hear lots of putonghua, and see so many Chinese faces.  Toronto seems to have plenty of Asians everywhere, not just here.  Hard to tell if they are citizens or just visiting.  Lots of massage parlours in Chinatown here – or maybe that should be “massage” parlours.  Hard to see this much demand for reflexology

Toronto's Chinatown
Toronto's Chinatown

Popped in to the Chinese shopping centre, but turns out to be small beer compared to Shenzhen’s Huaqiangbei.  Then to a Tim Hortons (or Tom Hortons as I prefer to call it) to be horrified by the sugary confections on offer.  One bite of an apple doughnut thing is enough for me.

20.5.25

Sitting in the square in the Distillery District, drinking coffee from Balzac’s (well, after Dante, makes sense).  Pop music echoing around the Victorian buildings, most of which are built with a characteristic dark red brick.  Sunny again, but air quite chill.  Feels quite strange to be here, on a Tuesday, doing nothing much.  But pleasant.

The Victorian Distillery District
The Victorian Distillery District

In Canoe, on the 54th floor of the Toronto-Dominion Bank tower (a Ludwig Mies van der Rohe project, apparently).  Stunning views south – to the small landing strip on the nearby island, and west.  Air wonderfully clear today.  Earlier, lunch in St Lawrence Market.  Not quite as I remember it, but a good atmosphere, spoilt somewhat by the live lobsters in tanks, waiting to be killed, probably slowly and horribly…  Then to here, for the view, not the booze and expensive foods in this upmarket business lunch/dinner spot.  Small prop planes landing every few minutes at the airport.  Not many A380s so far, alas…

The view from Canoe, book and cocktail to hand
The view from Canoe, book and cocktail to hand

Drinking a “Gala” non-alcoholic cocktail: blueberry, watermelon, white pine, honey, alder catkin, lemon, soda….  A pretty puce colour, not much taste.  An impressive parallelepiped of ice, apparently made by a specialist ice cube company, which offers various improbable shapes.  Smoochy mood music in the background…  Impressively, some skyscrapers can be seen across the lake, in St Catherines probably.  Ferries plying the waters between here and the island.  

Geological eras reach into the sky
Geological eras reach into the sky

Now beside the railway museum and its turntable, under the CN tower (built by the railway company, it seems).  The concrete of the tower is layered, like geological eras.  Lots more office blocks compared to 1990.  Architecture chunky and quite attractive.  Alongside the Rogers Centre, about which I care not a jot.

21.5.25

A rather unusual day, not least because I forgot to take this notebook - now blue, not black - with me as we travelled around.

On the street-car to Osgoode, then down to the subway.  Rather drab and run down.  Train has all carriages linked, and is very spacious.  Journey shows with an illuminated map, as in Bilbao, I think.  Clientele almost entirely ethnic, the journey fast and efficient.

Casa Loma seen from afar
Casa Loma seen from afar

To Dupont, a fairly grim neighbourhood.  Here to see Casa Loma, a gothic pile on a hill.  Decided not to pay the steep $40 (~ £25) per person to see mock version of the real castles we have in the UK.  The rain started to fall, so we took the subway back south to Museum stop, to emerge into heavier rain.  A quick trot past the Royal Ontario Museum to the Hemingway restaurant on Cumberland Street.  With a New Zealand theme, the atmosphere was good, the food interesting and fairly priced.  Ate poutine for the first time, which seems like a fairly lethal combination of chips, cheese, gravy – and salt.  Well, I can tick that off the list…

Guess what is nearby
Guess what is nearby

Then out into the rain for a dash to the museum.  Pricey again - $31 – but worth it for the Chinese section alone.  The star exhibit – huge paintings by Zhu Haogu and Zhuang Boyuan from Xinghua monastery (1298), and by unknown artists in Langman monastery (c. 1300).  

The main central one showed the Paradise of Maitreya, the Buddha of the future, delivering a sermon.  For something that is 700 years old, and peeled off a monastery wall in China before being shipped halfway around the world, the beauty and the state of preservation are astonishing.  The two side murals form a pair, and express “Daoist concepts of cosmic order”.  Also very well preserved and stunningly beautiful.  Really a revelation seeing these.  The other exhibits in the Asian section interesting, and too many to see properly in this cursory visit.

Elsewhere in the ROM we saw impressive dinosaurs, plus a selection of European furniture, Greek and Roman artefacts.  Nothing amazing, but lots of good quality exhibits.  Finally, a trip to the native art section.  Positively nice to see so many old black and white pix of the tribal leaders in the 19th century.  But the highlight for me remains the astonishing Chinese murals.

22.5.25

Last night, to the Tiflisi restaurant on Queen street.  As the name suggests, this offers Georgian cuisine, but with Russian staff – hence the odd form of Tbilisi used.  Food pretty good – Acharuli khachapuri including – except for the khinkali.  The trad ones with meat I found very disappointing.  But then I’m not a huge fan of the dish anywhere – even in Tbilisi.

Today, the rain is falling non-stop, so pretty pointless walking around town in the cold and wet.  Stayed indoors, did some work…

24.5.25 Manitouwaba Lake

Saw a live hummingbird close up for the first time.  Such an amazing infraction of the laws of nature: a bird that is so small, so fast, and able to remain fixed in space as if pinned in the air.

Another odd day yesterday.    More rain, falling incessantly, as we drove up north to stay in the Torontonian equivalent of a dacha: a cabin deep in the woods.  Many people have them, or rent them for the summer.  On the way, we stopped off at the delightfully named Penetanguishene – lots of indigenous names around here.  

A fine wooden building
A fine wooden building

Specifically we stopped for lunch at Discovery Harbour, eating in Captain Roberts' Table.  A fine and spacious wooden building, serving good food.  Nearby, King’s Wharf theatre – quite small, but nice to see here so unexpectedly.  The view across the harbour fine.

The houses around here the same intriguing mix of architectural variety and numbing neatness.  The landscape more mixed than near Toronto – lots of trees , some hills.  As we drove further north, there were outcrops of rock – great blocks of granite, many showing the signs of dynamite used to blast roads through.  Surprisingly, lots of deciduous trees, as well as the expected conifers, lending a pleasing visual rhythm to the landscape, even under the rain.  Lots of lakes, mostly small, rather like Finland with its great shattered pattern of water, for example around and north of Lake Saimaa.

The dacha was reached with a long, winding road, with other cabins occasionally visible along the way.  Ours was overlooking Manitouwaba Lake, just a few metres from the water.  Incredibly tranquil, with few signs of other people.  Just nature in its pristine glory.  Certainly a representative aspect of Canada, unlike Toronto, which is something of a (delightful) aberration in its pullulating urbanism.

Waiting for the hummingbirds
Waiting for the hummingbirds

Just seen a pair of hummingbirds, darting around in rapid and improbable synchrony.  Amazing.  The strange thing is that photos of this tiny creature never convey its key attribute: its diminutive size.  Pix are always zoomed-in shots to show the details.  But the magnification is a fundamental betrayal of the bird’s essence.  It is only now, seeing these birds in context, set against trees and branches and twigs, that I have understood their miracle.  How is it possible for something this minuscule to lay eggs and hatch even smaller hummingbird chicks?

The sun has come out intermittently, lending a “Swallows and Amazons” air to the scene.  A kind of childhood never-never land of swimming in and sailing on a lake amidst the woods.  Not that I ever had these experiences, or even read “Swallows and Amazons”: I did however enjoy the 
Famous Five” books which inhabited a similar world of endless childhood adventures.

It’s certainly idyllic here, but as a city boy, it’s just a little too quiet for my tastes.  Also, I really need more mountains for my perfect natural landscapes – à la Georgia, Tajikistan, Kyrgyzstan; I crave their implied infinity…

25.5.25 
Toronto

To complete the historical parallelism, out this morning for a walk along the boardwalk: sadly, not a 6 km run, as I managed 35 years ago, just a sedate stroll.  Once again, a flash of sun redeems the day.  Lots of sail boats out on the lake, hundreds of Torontonians walking the dog, running with small children in their buggies, strolling along, or just sitting and watching the world.  This is the quintessential Canadian atmosphere: relaxed, content, comfortable. It is the perfect end to an interesting and enjoyable rediscovery and re-enactment of  my journey here all those years ago.


Wednesday, 3 November 2021

1990 Toronto

28.10.90

I sit in Tim Hortons, a fast-food place alongside the CN Tower.  It is empty but for me.  I have a huge coffee, a blueberry muffin and an apple muffin.  Melancholy rock plays.  The sun is bright and hot, the air clear and freezing.  Beside me, waiting, stands the huge CN Tower, concrete rearing up greyly.  It opens at 10; it is now 9.30am.

An unusual start to this journal: no Gatwick thoughts, nothing of the flight, of yesterday, yet.  But this is an unusual trip in itself.  I am staying with family.  After Greece, I must confess I had some qualms about this kind of thing.  No Gatwick thoughts partly because I don't want to get trapped into re-enacting past trips – and novels, even.  Of the flight – in a 767 – I will only say how short it seemed, how tiny this world is getting.  Things were exacerbated by a phone call on Sunday: mother ringing.  Since I spoke to her on Saturday (in the UK), speaking to her again felt as if we were only a few miles apart – a feeling aided by the excellent telecoms.

Saturday night was spent in.  The drive from the airport (the latter rather crowded and pandemoniacal) gave a great view of the city.  The house is beautifully situated by the lake.  An interesting, contrapuntal house, rooms and staircases everywhere.  My bedroom smells of pine – reminds me of my childhood home.  I sleep on a sofa bed, happily, like a stone [blueberry muffin – dough soft and stained purple like a bruise, an edible contusion].

Sunday spent with friends of the family.  We went out to their country pad, calling in on the McMaster Gallery on the way.  Good display of works by the "Group of Seven" – the defining artists of Canadians' self-imagining.  Exclusively (almost) landscapes.  The best definitely Thomson: a thick, almost impasto style, very intense response to the season, the rocks and the trees.  Others more derivative, especially of French Impressionists, and of Thomson.  Other displays were of Native American art – some quite delicate – and of Inuit – good stuff.  Nice setting amid pines, with windows opening out onto views quite cognate with many of the images.

Then on to the friends.  Their pad – in four acres – looking quite small from the outside, but it has four bedrooms.  It is all designer decorated inside – interesting use of striated colours – à la Seurat.  Very effective – and presumably expensive too.  Simple but good fare for lunch, served on an impeccably stylish country dining table with dried flowers, chunky glasses, elegant plates etc.  A stroll out to the adjacent church and graveyard, spoilt only by me putting my foot in it – literally.  Bloody dogs…

A drive back through the dusk showed Toronto at its best – as it does for many North American cities.  Contrariwise, driving in daylight the land is flat and dull.  North America does not connect: there is too much space.  Darkness joins things up, leaving only the million lights like galaxies.

Sunday morning I was up at 6am, and read Saturday's multi-part newspaper from cover to cover.  Incredibly parochial, ultimately rather trivial.  Journalism rather poor, design messy (ditto for the "City Limits" of Toronto).  What did emerge was how Canada was stuck in a slough: the land of opportunity was in recession, the economy screwed, and big political problems – especially re Quebec – brewing.  One interesting thing the bloke said on Sunday was how the verticalisation of Canada across to the US was taking precedence over the horizontal nationalism – hence Quebec. 

I woke at 6.30am today, then came into town.  Brilliant weather.  Walked around for hours, and now await the opening of the tower to get my bearings.  As ever, the skyscrapers look stunning in this weather, all glinting glass against the hard sky.

I am now at the observation level, facing north.  How can you do justice to these kind of experiences, ones which have no real equals?  Below me (sic), mid-town is spread out.  Steam emerges from their roofs like cotton wool (and from grills in the street – à la New York.)  Up to the space deck.  Interesting that even though you can lean out over space – over glass – it is not as vertiginous as you would expect.  Clearly it has to do with security, not just height – hence some people's fear of even ladders.  On the glass: "laminated riot shields: burglary resisting glass".  Looking down on the main floor: the roof the points of the compass marked.  And two men trolling around.

However, some pain (and sweaty palms) induced on the lower deck, looking down the concrete faces.  I think this is because there are steel ropes starting here and visibly going all the way, which means you can relate to the distance.  Yikes.

Back on earth.  I am now in the Boulevard Café on Harbord Street – Peruvian.  After the CN Tower, to Roy Thomson Hall for a ticket to tonight's concert – Toronto Mendelssohn Choir (Ralph Vaughan Williams' Dona Nobis Pacem, couple of Canadian pieces).  Slow service – computers again [fish chowder has arrived – great smell.  Yup, was utterly delicious – picante.]

Then a long walk in the perfect walking weather – bracing air, warm sunshine.  Out along Queen Street, towards Chinatown.  Bustly.  Up to Grange Park – autumnal mood.  Then past the Art Gallery – with one of the chunkiest Moores I've ever seen – truly monumental – up to the university, along College Street, up to here.  Quiet tired, warm (especially with the soup now). [Great salsa in the background; quiet, intimate restaurant – really cute little waitress – Peruvian]. Tamal verde nice, but not so good as the soup.  Lovely buzz here now.  This is my idea of a hol.  It is interesting how Toronto reminds me of Boston – especially last night when we drove through the city on the way back.  Toronto looked good then.

Well, big gap.  I'm now in the Roy Thomson Hall, having been back to the house.  After lunch, out along to Honest Ed's emporium – wild.  Inside, totally over the top – mirrors, lights – and wisecracks out of Christmas crackers.  I notice that most of the clientele are lower class and ethnic, and that some of the goods are made in Romania…

Then along Bloor Street, very picturesque.  Subway: rather dull but cheap – very tiny subway cars.  Along to the "World's Largest Bookshop" – stuff I must buy.  Walk down to St. Lawrence Centre for the Arts, visiting Mazzoleni Hall along the way – little doing.  St. Lawrence also rather quiet.  It seems there isn't a BAC/ICA/Almeida centre with bustle.  Out to the New Front Street – checking the opera (Monteverdi's "Poppea"), then a street car (cheap at $1.20) to "home".  Wine and snatched meal, cab (Indian driver – preferred Brits running India) to Roy Thomson Hall.  Quite nice inside.  Old people here.  

Inside the hall – very sober – greys everywhere, very spacious.  A design fault – very wide one of the seats, the middle ones of which are attainable only from the sides.  Wonderful glass reflector mushrooms à la Royal Albert Hall – but (sensibly) transparent.  And reflective: so in each a top-down view of the orchestra – looking like ants on a watchglass.  Toronto-Mendelssohn Choir (remember that Prom?) neatly turned out in grey and DJs.  Everyone with poppies (Remembrance Sunday soon).  Interesting programme: ex-Latvians Arvids Purvs and Imants Raminsh, plus Vaughan Williams.  Still very few attractive women.  Pretty full hall, especially for a Monday.

30.10.90

The cafeteria, Royal Ontario Museum.  Disaster, disasters at work – you turn your back for a moment…

Last night quite nice.  I nodded off for a while in the first half – rather characterless modal sub-Britten pieces.  Vaughan-Williams rather better – and the choir rather punchier – but still surprisingly lacking in electricity.  Odd start: five military chaps marched on and stood throughout the performance.

Long, full ride in a street car, then transferring to the subway.  Not too much walking today: my knee and hip (right) are playing up.  Having looked long and hard for a Thai restaurant (which I found) in Elm Street, I decided instead to try Csardes – Hungarian – instead.  Thai is too common an experience for me.  Cold cherry soup, pork goulash.  Former with whole cherries, cinnamon and lemon.  Taking the subway here, I'm vaguely aware of my name being called.  I ignore it, of course, but turn later to see the bloke I met on Sunday.  Excellent pork and sauerkraut goulash: rich, creamy and spicy.  Now trying palacsinta – apricot crêpe, and Hungarian coffee.

On to the Royal Ontario Museum, working through galleries of ancient civilisations; of evolution; of space.  The latter particularly impressive: I suddenly felt the full presence of those other planets, and of our kindred to them.  As ever, the whole business of stargazing got to me.  Frightening.  Lots of schoolparties – and indeed the place felt like an extension to school.

Then I walked up round Yorkville – nothing much here – then subway down to here.  Toronto just does connect sadly.  And it is so small.  Meeting the only Torontonian I know in the subway only seemed to confirm this.

31.10.90

The days are getting stranger and fragmented here – perhaps a reflection of the city and my reaction to it.  In to the city, then on to Druxy's ("my withers unwrung" springs to mind for no reason.)

Yesterday.  After my meal to the bookshop, where I buy some jazz books – Hentoff and Schuller.  Then back, and out for a quick meal before the opera.  Talking to the waitress afterwards, I find out that she lived for a while in Kingston, in London.  Strange: Toronto feels like Kingston writ large.

To the Canadian Opera Company, to see Monteverdi's "Poppea" (in English).  Small, intimate space with excellent acoustics.  Singers variable, but generally better than I expected.  A long (three hours) performance.  Quite raunchy – nice symbolism at the end for the great duet: Poppea bends down and blows out a ring of candles…

From Druxy's down to the City Hall.  The ice-levelling machine  is out on the skating rink. Unusual job. Then in to the Municipal Library reading a few Canadian mags – the Toronto mag quite good.  Nice ideas: best of (100s), and also "My Favourite Street".  Then up to Art Gallery of Ontario, a short wait for opening (at 11am – why?), then in.  Home, basically.  It is such a relief to find texture, depth, racination.  Walking in to the Impressionists hall is like diving into a cool bath of colour.  The sights, the names, the intent.  Wonderful.  Makes me long for Europe.  Then upstairs to "Group of Seven" – I still think Thomson was the best.  Other stuff quite good, though.  Also here is one of my fave Chagalls – "Over Vitebsk".  It always sends a shiver down my spine – it seems to capture that lost world of ancient Jewish Russia.  I hear Prokofiev's "Overture on Jewish Themes".

This trip has such light and dark in it; I wonder what I will do tomorrow?

Interesting hearing the French Canadian – very rough clipped – not musical a la Paris.  I am in the At Gallery of Ontario restaurant, having eaten avocado and crab, waiting for grilled salmon.  Reminds me very much of Boston's Museum of Fine Arts – same blue-rinse set, same type of menu.  Along to the Moores – a huge cool roomful of them – just like the Himalayas out of Kashmir.  Looking back along the main gallery, everything so still – only the people moving.  Amazing collection – mostly of original plasters given by Henry Moore himself.  The off-white reveals the organic nature of the forms – huge, gnarled bones.  Also in a side cabinet a collection of natural bits and bobs – homologous with his work.

Another exhibit: Durer – which speaks very directly to me with all its signs and symbols.  Plus a Victorian Canadian artist, colonising Canada with images.  A quick look round other parts – revisiting the yummy Utrillo "Maison de Berlioz", then round to the Grange – the original gallery.  Where I am greeted by a little old lady dressed up in servants' clothes – as all of the attendants are.  Quite nice – real  fires burning, real bread baked in the kitchen.  Do you like visiting old buildings? One asked me – ha!

I am now sitting beside the boardwalk at The Beaches, ancient joggers pounding by.  The lake – I was going to say "sea" – rolls in.  It reminds me of Venice, California, and Bali near Alit's Beach Bungalows.  The sun low to my right, brilliant clear sky.  Leaves everywhere.  Very peaceful.  Back to my home here, where two bedders are in full flow.  Call me unreasonable, but not only do I dislike the quotidian acts, but I hate seeing them done by others.  I flee to buy several newspapers – Globe, Star, Sun and mags.

Out to Tarragon Theatre to see "Lion in the Streets".  Alas, another unassigned show, which means I must get there early – about 7.30pm – and so no proper dinner.  After a pleasant chat with my Iranian taxi driver, I am early.  I decide to get a take-out pizza.  15 minutes becomes 25.  I eat hurriedly, burn my tongue, and am disgruntled.  Ah, life.  Theatre is typically fringe, lots of young people.

1.11.90

November, huh?  In a café at the corner of Bay and Edward, planning to go to a concert.  Orange and date muffin (reminds me of Christchurch Art Centre).  General poppy muzak in the background – I realise how it lacks that deep melancholy of Greek music – that I heard in my own melancholy travelling around Euboea.

Theatre last night was most enjoyable – even though the play itself was unsatisfactory and rather unachieved.  There was some good acting – and this is always a joy.  I hope that I too will write plays – I must start ramping up my intake.  Then last night's has got me fizzing with ideas.  

Lovely walking weather now.  CN Tower occasionally lost in clouds – a salutary reminder of its height.  Wandering here, looking in cafés and restaurants, I never feel – as I do all the time in New York – that something is happening, that matters of great import are being hatched or decided.  This is Toronto.

In front of me, a red-haired mannequin, moves its repetitive way, advertising the baking.  I am reminded of "The Language of Cranes"...and of Sacks' "Seeing Voices".  To Holy Trinity Church where the St Lawrence (ha!) String Quartet is playing, with baritone Braun, Coulthard, Ravel and Faure.  The church typical Victorian Gothic – Morris ceiling, wood everywhere – makes it feel like a village hall – or Aldeburgh's Jubilee Hall.  Strange, my mirror image across the aisle (I am second row back) is also scribbling away in a notebook – perhaps saying that I am scribbling away...Audience mostly geriatric.  Music making OK – acoustics too hard, echo too obfuscating.  Coulthard vaguely modal and old-fashioned, Ravel a little heavy, Fauré nice – beautiful stuff, complementing Verlaine's outpourings well.

Eat in the café downstairs.  Nice, old-world atmosphere – reminds me of St Alban's Cathedral café,  even though it looks nothing like.  I suppose it is the small city feeling – à la Kingston – these are the homologues (why do I keep using this word? - I know where I got it – the Evolution section of Royal Ontario Museum).  Situation of church interesting: hemmed in on all sides by huge office blocks – like Trinity in New York at Wall Street.

I sit in the Café of the Bay, that is, the Hudson's Bay Company – still going after all these years.  Now a mega emporium – reminds me of Macy's – it nonetheless possesses a continuity which is surprising.
Very pleasant – though I've done little today – partly because we should have jazz this evening.  I started the Hentoff book yesterday – excellent.  I feel that I'm really going to get into it.

[The cycle ride to Hatshepsut: was it really only nine months ago?  What a holiday – one that this, for all its interesting aspects, threw sharply into relief in terms of density of incident.  I just hope I can capture part of it.  And San Francisco – the hotel lobby – was I really there six months ago?  What a busy bee I have been – and a lucky one too.]

Looking at this book, it is clear that I have been shirking somewhat – nothing like the cascades of words.  But it has been very pleasant – though a pity that work has been blowing up at home.  Everyone seems terribly well-brought up here: they all have this irresistible urge to take back their crockery (ah! Grantchester, no more, no more…).

On the Boardwalk, out on a jetty (Zattere), looking back west.  A fuzzy, orange sun rolling down towards the Torontonian minaret of the CN Tower.  I hope they build that even bigger one in the Midlands…

2.11.90

At my Toronto "home", a routine - so beloved by me abroad – beginning to emerge.  Up, coffee, toast, apricot marmalade, read the papers.  The latter seem to me a crucial windows on the world they report on.  Out to Bathurst Street, to look at the Factory Theatre.  Back through the garment district, up Spadina Avenue (where we ate yesterday), then along Dundas Street to the Art Gallery of Ontario for coffee and muffin. 

Last night was good.  To a Chinese restaurant for buckets of hot and sour, then fine chicken, beef and prawns, then to "Top of the Senator", a jazz club on Victoria Street.  Long room, nice atmosphere – and, mirabile dictu, some attractive young women.  There with family until about 11pm.  Star turn Molly Johnson, sultry Billy Holiday type – best when belting – though inappropriately when dining so – "Summertime".  Combo (quintet) rather hard-driven – I already feel drawn into jazz.  Have announced that I have four years to master it.  We shall see.  Certainly I aim to visit a jazz club in London.

Round the galleries, re-informing.  Then down to Honest Ed's restaurants – if only to re-pay him for his salvation of the Old Vic.  The Italian looks dull, the seafood closed, so in to "Old" Ed's.  Looks a bit like an old run-down Dublin pub from the outside.  Inside is both spectacularly over the top, and quite full, many business people.  Mirrors; Tiffany lamps, coloured glass, singed portraits of minor (a few major – Patrick Macnee, no less, and B. B. King) stars – and everywhere red – screaming scarlet.  Gilt candelabra.  Food uninspired – monotonous stuff, but with better ambience.  Reminds me of that stop I made in the deep south of New Zealand, past Fox Glacier.  What a hol and a half; and only a year ago.  

Along to Spadina Avenue, then down to the waterfront.  No sense of either: the scale all wrong – huge flats rearing up, cut off from the city.  Incongruously, a US Naval ship (on the lake? Why?).  Happen upon the Power Plant, contemporary art place.  Pick up probably the most pretentious and incomprehensible blurb I have ever seen (on Tunga – Brazilian).  For example: "The paradox, however, is that there is no actual duality here, but rather a unique statement articulating the complexity of living in a world of dominant codes yet one where there is also fragmentation." Blimey.  It's this kind of thing gets pseuds bad names.  The work itself is daft but nice: using thousands of magnets to produce a metallic fungus – covered in iron filings at one point – like hairy sea anemones.  [Reminds me of the music machine when I was trapped in Hawaii – if only because of its amusing singularity.]

Ever one for symmetry, up to the CN Tower (upper deck closed because of high winds).  Interesting to see the same sight as Monday, but overlaid now with knowledge.  I recognise the places I've been to, the structure of the city.

On the way to the gallery, a group of young women with camera, mike and intent to interview.  "May I ask you a question?" one asks.  Trapped, I say: "You can try".  And ask she does: "What are you waiting for?"  Is god trying to tell me something?  I make the only possible response: "Godot?"  She clearly has no idea what I am talking about.  I pass on, a ship crossing in the night…

Back home, then out to the Factory Theatre – rather like Tarragon, Fringey, very busy, young, even – yes again – attractive women.  Stivell-like stuff in the background.  Large spacious hall, comfortable seats.  The play: "The Arab's Mouth" by Anne-Marie MacDonald.  I hope there are no Islamic fundamentalists around.

3.11.90

Still no wiser about yesterday's play – OK, "1001 Nights" – but "mouth"?

4.11.90

Whoops – not much written yesterday – for reasons that will be explained.  So, to return to "The Arab's Mouth" – enjoyable, though far too long (a third off would have made it a third better).  It changed tone rather abruptly – light to begin with, rather more serious at the end.  Also, various strands were not clear to me – one of the problems with drama is that you cannot go back and re-read – it has to be obvious the first time, and to most people.  This could be a problem for me.  Nice theatre, though, young crowd.

So to Saturday.  Overslept (through the alarm – aargh), then up and along to St Lawrence Market to shop for the evening meal – huge prawns, obscene steaks, and buckets of fruit.  Wine: white Zinfandel and Californian Cabernet Sauvignon.  Yum-mee.  Bacon sarnie at the market – lovely soft bread, sweet meat (stuff like this makes me glad I'm carnivorous).  Lovely morning – archetypal yuppy stuff.

Then along to Dundas to buy some Inuit stone carving.  Quite nice stuff – very tactile, crying out to be felt – but this is a dangerous game to start playing – you need plenty of dosh to do it.  Most interesting thing for me is the Inuit script.  Looks like logical propositions.  A chart shows how 15 or so basic shapes are rotated through 90 degrees according to the vowel sound of the syllable they represent.  Neat.

Finally on the road, first to Niagara-on-the-Lake.  The drive dull except for the view over Hamilton, a huge Pittsburgh-like steelworks dominating the skyline with its jaggednesses (and the right, on the way back, this looks like the opening of "Blade Runner").   Niagara-on-the-Lake pretty, tending to twee.  Looking like Cambridge, Massachusetts.

Then to Niagara itself, some way away.  I am not very impressed: no huge roar of an angry, primitive god.  The drop really quite short – about 100 feet – so no sense of huge careening masses.  Staring down into the water, going over in a barrel looks eminently survivable.  We go down behind the falls – what larks.  We are given bright yellow plastic (biodegradable) sou'westers, which sussurate noisily.  The hundreds of tourists look like some strange masonic lodge in their ritual robes.  Lovely smell of damp rock.  To the end, then standing sprayed by the water.  A vertiginous sight as the sheets of whiteness fall like powder, the eye drawn instantly down and down.  It feels like being in an eternally ascending lift.  Back and then out to the observation terrace.  Interesting effect watching a segment of water fall and shatter from top to bottom.  Still no thunder, no god.

A CD of Mozart we hear on tape in the car – Lucia Popp soaring in "Il re Pastore" (with violin obbligato), and Zaide – must get to know it.  Home to mega eats, and a very pleasant evening.  Up this morning at 6am, trying to pull back my clock a little (I shall be dead on Monday – and what a week ahead – HP Awards, OS Show, Munich…)

Long, lazy day.  A 6 km run along the boardwalk.  Lunch, and then out to the airport.  After take-off, the standard necklace below me, the CN Tower glinting like a stick insect in the night...

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